i don't think the reality of what has happened has really hit any of us yet and i don't honestly think it ever will. it might look like we are all carrying on as normal but that isn't true at all. normal doesn't happen any more. this is the time when we all think about what happens to us when we go, and with you being no longer here i do truely hope that there is a better place waiting for us, wherever that may be and that you are there safe and happy. shine on Paul and remember the past is the past. things that were said don't matter now. sleep tight and love you always little bro xxxx